Oh, how could you do it? I never saw it coming.
I need the ending so why can’t you stay just long enough to explain?
– When It Rains. Paramore.
The song seems to be fitting the weather lately. It’s July 02 and being in the Philippines, it’s the rainy season here. However, due to the climate change, the weather has become bipolar. One minute it’s excruciatingly hot and the next thing you knew, it’s already raining cats and dogs.
The weather, it’s just a topic talked about by people who don’t have much to talk about. Two awkward people at that. It’s either something must have happened between the two of them in the past, maybe they had a relationship which ended badly or what not. Or it’s just that they are not that close. Now though, why am I rambling about weather? I don’t know. I just don’t know. There are lots of things that I do not know of, that I’m not entirely sure of. I do not really know what I want to do with my life. Right after graduation, I have no clue of what I’m going to do.. or be.
This year, I am really determined to be part of the cream of the crop come graduation. However, living in a dormitory seem to made me feel that I’m slacking off with my studies since it seems that I always have a lot of time in my hands.
I just don’t want to disappoint my parents. I just want to make them proud. I just want to make them feel how much I appreciate all their love and the sacrifices that they made just for me to get a shot at a better and brighter future. And if I really want to do so, I know that I must turn the determination into a concrete action.
They totally pulled off the sexy concept. It even seemed like the word sexy was created just for them.
Damn it, Dara and Bom just stared at the camera but their stares are oozing with sexiness. And boy, CL and Minzy totally, as in totally look seductive with those sexy dance hips. Why are the maknaes doing that? Shouldn’t it be Bom and Dara? Trolololol.
I want to start over in maintaining a blog. I’ve put up blogs in different blog-hosting sites and none of them lasted. Or if it did last, no personal contents were posted there. I’m just not comfortable with the idea of letting the whole online community know about the personal shits I go through.
But I guess, some emotions fueled by hormones have triggered this desire to yet again, try and maintain a personal blog. Of course, I will forever keep my identity since I’m not over (and I think I will never be), with my fear of the online community.
With these said, I think I should go back to making my paper on International Organizations now. I still lack 100 words. Goodbye and until the next post.